Sorry for MIA-ing....(if that is ever a word) :P Well, a lot of things have happen in my life since the last time I wrote (noted it was April last year :P). After the surgery to fix my tube, I was extremely busy with work hence I didn't have time to blog. Was way to tired to do anything by the time I got back from work.
Anyway, to update you on what happen after the surgery in April last year, I somehow manage to get pregnant in June, but I miscarried at 5 weeks...was very sadden by the experience and cried my eyes out (which by now you should know I always do when I'm sad...haha...but its a once off thing, where I cry and cry and cry for that time, and then I get over it and move on with my life again ;) Honestly, its good for the soul to cry!!! :D). And due to that, I had to go in for another minor laparoscopic surgery, cause Dr.Mattu couldn't see the baby anywhere, so he was worried that it could be another ectopic pregnancy. By this time, it was the 5th time, I was going into the operating theater and going under general anesthetic.....nothing new I must say.
The only problem is that I seem to be getting more and more forgetful these days...hahaha....I swear its not old age!!! After the surgery (which was two hours) he said the tube was fine and it wasn't an ectopic pregnancy, therefore it was a miscarriage...so that was Good News in a way cause that meant I could get pregnant after fixing my one and only tube!!! And that means that my surgery in April was a success!!! WOOHOO!!!
So, after that I decided not to think about getting pregnant anymore, and buried myself in work and church activities to forget the whole ordeal (did however get a priest to offer a mass for my little unborn angel). Kept myself pretty busy all the way till November. And by December, was pretty much glad that work and church activities had slowed down tremendously, cause I was seriously worked out. Took a whole 2 week break for Christmas which was nice!!! And somewhere in between the 2 weeks of my break, I found out I was PREGNANT!!!! WOOOOHOOO!!! and another WOOHOOOOO!!! Who would have guessed I would be so blessed so fast!!! The best part was that when I went to see the doctor, I was already 7 weeks into my pregnancy and I could here the little angels heartbeat!!! That was way too cool!!!! I didn't know whether I wanted to cry or to jump for joy or to smile like kambing!!! My hubby and my daughter were also smiling from ear to ear....hahaha....that was like the happiest moment of my life!!! From being in the saddest moment of my life when the doctor told me I could never get pregnant again after my ectopic pregnancy in 2008, and now to the happiest moment of my life that I could actually get pregnant....is such an unbelievable feeling!!!! BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT EVER I must say!!!
Now I sure am glad that I decided to spend so much money (a lot I tell you!!! for me a lot lah, maybe to some of you that is just peanuts....but for me, it sure did burn a hole in my pocket...hahaha....but it was worth every penny!!!!) to go for that surgery!!! No regrets whatsoever!!! Dr. Mattu is definitely an Angel sent from heaven!!! Anyway, after listening to my little angel's Heartbeat, Dr.Mattu said that this is indeed a miracle baby!!! And I sure do believe this baby is!!! He even prayed with me after the scanning, which was wonderful :D.
So as you can see....I'm still the happiest person alive!!! I'm 5 months preggy now and wish time would fly by faster so I get to smell the little sweetheart in my arms ;) Of course I think I have somehow manage to forget what it is like to have a new born baby around hence my excitement. Lets see how I feel when the baby finally comes out....hahaha.
And before I end, my advice to all mom's who can't seem to get pregnant after years and years of trying is, please go see a gynaecologist, or even better still, if you are in Miri, please go see Dr.Mattu!!! If you're tubes are block, there is always a chance that you could unblock it, even in MIRI!!! It maybe a bit costly (well that could be an understatement) or pretty costly I might say, but it was sure worth my money!!! Having a baby in your arms or in your tummy like mine for now is seriously PRICELESS!!!
And like I said before, "NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR GOD!!!" ;)
And that's it from me!!!
TA for now!!!
