I Lost My Pregnancy :(

Sorry for the MIA. Its been a long month since I wrote the last post. My last post was about wanting to get pregnant......and guess what, I was actually pregnant then...note the word "WAS".

Let me tell you the story. It's really strange. As I was writing that particular post, I didn't know that I had a baby growing in me. It was probably about 2 to 3 weeks old. Of course I was clueless cause I'm the kind who usually does not suffer from morning sickness and I was having my period at that time (I thought it was my period) cause it pretty much came within the 30 days frame. So who would have guessed right?

Anyway, I wasn't feeling all that well and decided to see the doctor on the 20th Nov. At that time I thought I was having really bad period cramps. Went to the doctor and he said the same. I went home with one day sick leave and pain killers. Then on Sunday morning, 23rd Nov, I was in so much pain that I couldn't even walk. Every time I tried, I kept wanting to faint so I had to immediately sit down. I was having cold sweat and my ears were buzzing. I had to consume pain killers and I rested for a bit before my hubby took me to Columbia Asia. When I reached there, they immediately put me into the emergency area, apparently I was so pale. The doctor again tried to figure out what was wrong with me and they diagnose me with Urinary Tract Infection. After a few hours, I was sent home with more medicines to take.

After taking the medicines, I was fine but my stomach was still bloated and it just didn't feel right. I went back to the doctor on Thursday, 27th Nov, and I told him I was still bleeding and it has been almost two weeks. He noted that I was still pale looking and decided to take my blood, urine and stool sample this time. I again went home with some more medicine. That afternoon I got a call from the doctors place saying that my blood results were back and to come in the next day.

So, in I went again to Columbia Asia on the 28th Nov, and this time he told me my haemoglobin was very low. He then wanted to send me to a specialist called Dr.Yeo but I requested that he should send me to a Gynaecologist instead cause I was still having my period. He agreed and I was immediately referred to Dr.Aida. That morning as well, I went to see her, and she did and sonogram and she saw something in my womb. She then took my urine test and told me I was pregnant. I was of course in shock. Told me that it could be a molar pregnancy which isn't a baby or it could be a missed abortion or more like a miscarriage but the sac is still left in my womb. She said she had to do a D & C (if you are not sure what it is you can look it up) to clean my womb. So I was admitted and got the D & C done. Was feeling fine in the evening so I was discharge. I was actually sad that I lost a baby but happy that finally they figured out what was wrong with me. I was given 2 weeks medical leave. After resting for 6 days , I went back to work on the 5th Dec.

However, on Saturday, 6th Dec, during my daughter's birthday party at the boat club, I had a sudden attack of pain which pain me feel faint. I thought it was the fruits I ate that was too cooling that made me feel like that. Hubby ask me whether I wanted to go and see a doctor but I said its ok, and I told him it could be the fruits. Was in pain that night but somehow it was bearable. The next day I was still able to go to church and all. Went back to work on Monday feeling absolutely fine. On Tuesday, 9th Dec, I received a call saying that my results were back from the lab and I needed to come in and see the Doctor the next day.

So the next day, 10th Dec, I met with Dr.Aida again and she told me that there were no signs of any pregnancy tissue when they did the D & C. So she did another sonogram on me and told me that there was something behind my womb. I was devastated cause this just meant that I have an ectopic pregnancy and it means that I would have to be admitted again. She checked my urine and I was still pregnant.

In I went again to be admitted for a small surgery to take out the baby that was in my fallopian tube. Well, it was suppose to be a small surgery, instead that I had to cut open my cesarean scar again to solve the problem.

The operation lasted for 3 hours due to complications. Apparently the fallopian tube had ruptured already and I was bleeding. She tried as best as she could to save that fallopian tube but it wouldn't stop bleeding and I was just way to pale. After 20 minutes of trying, she had to tie it up to stop the bleeding. And that meant, I lost one tube to conceive a baby.

I was given 2 pints of blood transfusion as I lost too much blood. She let me rest that night and only came in to see me the next morning, 11th Dec. She told me one of the saddest things that I've ever heard in my life. She told me that I lost my right fallopian tube and that my left Fallopian tube did not have those nice fingers at the end. Instead it was well rounded. She told me that this meant that I have a very low chance of ever getting pregnant again. She said scientifically it looks as if its not possible but she also did say in her own words that God works in mysterious ways.

I of course cried my eyeballs out that day but I believe that nothing is impossible to God. I believe in miracles and who knows one of these days you'll read a blog about me being pregnant again. But for now, I'm grateful that I have one beautiful daughter. Worst comes to worst, there is always the option of adoption.

And that's my story. I'm recovering at home, which means my Christmas has started early :D. I have no clue why this has happen to me, but I believe God has a reason for everything. I'm also grateful that I'm still alive...:)

And that's it from me. Have a blessed day ahead everyone. Will write again in a couple of days. Ta for now!!!

P/S. I have yet to name my baby that is now in heaven. Any suggestions for a nice name. I'm thinking its a girl. So her name has to start with the letter 'S' :). Sigh...how I wish I was still pregnant and it was a normal pregnancy....

Thinking of having another Baby...what say you all???

I don't know lah....this past few days I've been seriously thinking of getting pregnant again and moving on to my second child. I think my daughter is at a stage where I'm sure she will be able to cope with a little brother or sister.

Hmmm...than again, I think it could be my hormones being all upside down because I'm PMS-ing that I feel like I want another child...OR it could be that I've been a round my friend Kath all the time that makes me feel like I want to get pregnant...hahaha...Kath if you're reading this, I'm not blaming you for anything...haha...I always love hanging out with you :D

So, how now brown cow??? (If only I had a brown cow, it probably would have some kind of answer for me...haha:P) Sigh....I'm in total conflict with myself...haha...Maybe I should just go ahead and get pregnant since I'm still young and only going to turn 30 next year. But I know wanting to have a baby, and having to go through the whole process of having sleepless nights are two very opposite things. I guess the question I have to ask myself is, 'Am I ready for sleepless nights or not???'

Sigh....I'M NOT SURE!!!! Hahaha...My wanting-to-have-a-baby-at-the-moment seems to be stronger than whether I'm ready for sleepless nights or not...hahaha...I guess I'll have to ask myself this question again in a few days time...when my hormones are settled!

Haha...damn! it's not easy being a woman!!!

This is what I miss...a small little bundle to carry around and to love :P This is Sera when she was a few hours old, almost 3 years ago....sigh...time sure flies!!!

Ta for now!!!

I SAW DOLPHINS in MIRI WATERS!!! Woohoo!!!

So I'm back!!! Hahaha...sorry lah....sometimes have to be busy also bah....not every time free as a bird....kan?

Anyway, am really looking forward to THE AMAZING RACE ASIA 3 tonight...I seriously do hope Ida and Tania wins....fingers cross!!! :D

Ok, so I'm suppose to actually blog about Dolphins since last week...but suddenly out of the blue I became busy....so today I'll write about it lah :P

Well you see, a few weeks back, Gianna, the person-in-charge of the dolphin research programme in Sarawak gave me a buzz and ask me whether I was free to go to Sea and see whether we get to spot any dolphins. It was pretty last minute but I was as free as a bird at that time so I said, sure thing.

So the next day I woke up earlier than usual, got my daughter ready and sent her to the babysitter and rushed to the Piasau Jetty. Since it was pretty last minute I didn't get any motion sickness pills...so I prayed really hard that the sea would be calm. Good thing it was!!! So no vomiting on my part...phew :).

Gianna said it would be our lucky day today cause its just the two of us (of course plus the boatman and his assistant)...so I said "YAH! it should be our lucky day!!!" Obviously I was very excited about the whole idea of spotting a dolphin that day.

We left the Jetty at around 7.30am and headed out to sea towards the Baram side. We headed out towards where the fishermen were so we could talk to them first and ask them whether they've seen Dolphins. Apparently they do, and they see it on a very regular basis. That particular fishermen said he even saw a couple of them just a few minutes ago...and that was pretty depressing for us cause that meant that we just missed them. He said that if we stayed a bit longer we might have a chance to see them. Unfortunately, if we did so, it we affect the research route...so instead of staying we decided to move from them but and continue on our route.

The fisherman who gave us the information about the Dolphins....he was catching small prawns :D

So there I was again, staring into the open blue/brown sea. It was ok, the first couple of hours, but than the hot sun and the cold wind kind of made it hard for me to keep my eyes open. Thank goodness I had my ever so trustable (I know that there is not such word but I like that word, so I'm using it...:P) somboi!!! Hahaha...that did the trick in keeping me awake.

At around 10am (if I'm not mistaken), Gianna spotted a Finless Porpoise, she first thought it was a log, but than she saw it came up and went back down. Than we all turned towards the area she was pointing but sadly it didn't come back up again, so she couldn't take any picture of it. I was of course disappointed cause I would have loved to see a finless porpoise...I mean in all my life, I've only seen a bottlenose dolphin which are the normal dolphins which we see on tv that does tricks. Oh well, so much for my luck.

This is what a finless porpoise looks like...see...no fin! :D. (Picture taken from http://dolphins-world.net/image/guide/sunameri/finless_porpoise.jpg)

BUT!!! Another two hours later around 12.20pm, Gianna spotted a family of bottlenose dolphins....woohoo!!! Even though I've seen them before, it was the first time I've seen them in our Miri waters and I was ecstatic!!! Hahaha...yes, small things like this makes me happy. Note that Gianna was the one who spotted the dolphins again.....haha...this just proves that I'm pretty useless in spotting for them....hmmm...I wonder whether they'll consider bringing me out again to spot Dolphins in March...hahaha. Anyway, we all turn towards where she was pointing and I was happy to see them come up and go back in the water again. According to Gianna, they were probably feeding, as in chasing after fishes for them to eat :D. There were like 15 to 20 of them...very hard to count as they all came up and different times. It was a whole family, which probably consist of grandparents, parents, and children.....soooooo ADORABLE!!!! That just made my day!!!! We stood there looking at them for quite awhile and Gianna manage to take a few pictures.

Obviously, when things like this happen, I usually somehow always manage not to bring my camera....sigh....WHY!!! I also don't know why....but Gianna did send me some pictures. Pictures as below:

Sorry that the dolphins were a bit far....it was not easy to catch this pictures as we didn't know when they would come up to the surface....well, better than nothing right?

Another picture....

After that we went on looking for some more Dolphins but than it started to rain so we headed back to the Piasau Jetty. I was wet...but I couldn't care less about it cause I SAW DOLPHINS!!! Hahaha....and our day ended at 2pm, and it was a good day and we were indeed lucky!!! Did I mention that when I was out in the sea, all I could think of was to eat Tom Yam and Midin Belacan??? Hahaha...so mengidam at that time....and NO I'm not pregnant...not yet...maybe next year lah...see how :P

Ok than, that's it from me for today! TA!!!

WELCOME TO MY WORLD: BBQ, Beach and Hiking...in the following order...:D

My story continues.......:D

Saturday - 01st November 2008

Woke up really early in the morning to send my daughter to the babysitter and rushed off to church cause it was All Saints Day. After church, me and my mom went to the Cemetery in Lambir to visit my dad's grave. You know, I think they seriously need to tar the road to that place....its so terrible!!! Anyway, it was good to go there cause we haven't been there for a very long time. Its also nice to know that the place is very well kept. :D

In the afternoon, had a thanksgiving BBQ at a friend's place which my husband was the BBQ Chef. Did I ever mention to you all that my husband is one fantastic BBQ-er!!! So far in my whole existence, he is the bestest of the best....he does it with such ease and it never turns black!!! That's why I love him sooooo much...hahaha....I guess that's the reason why I married him :P Don't tell him that :D

After the BBQ and the sitting around and lepaking, we left our friend's house at around 6.30pm. Then I got my very exhausted little girl to shower, got her into her PJ's, fed her and got her to sleep. At 9pm went over to Len's and Alison's house to play scrabble....haha...I guess we all just wanted a quiet day in instead of the usual clubbing scene :P. We are not getting any younger I suppose :P. We played till 1 am.

Sunday - 02nd November 2008

Went to church as usual, than had breakfast at the usual place....sigh, I'm beginning to think that we are so predictable...hahaha....after that, got home and lepak and put the little girl to sleep for her afternoon nap. When she woke up at around 3.30pm, we all got ready to go to PBC for a day out at the beach with Len's family....it was a fun-filled-under-the-sun-sunday. The kids played in the water and tried to build a sandcastle and made sand balls :D. Than we had dinner and the kids attacked the playground. Seriously, I have no clue where they get all their energy from. Anyway, we left at 7.15pm. We got the cue to leave when Len's daughter started crying cause she fell down. And on the way to the car my daughter fell down cause she wanted to follow her dad to the toilet and ran....and she started crying as well....haha....so we had two crying kids on our hand. Plus the fact that they had used up all their energy and were extremely tired....and when that happens, you tend to get kids who will not stop crying...hahaha....because they become super manja already :P.

Sera and Christian at beach making balls out of sand....:) I'm trying to sound as un-obscene as possible...haha...if there is such a word.

Merdeka!!! Well, who knows what she's thinking...

The beautiful young moms!!! Adeeehhh....hahaha.....I seriously mintak puji this one :P

The sun has set and the sky looks beautiful :) Doesn't it??? The wonders of God!

So we got home, I showered the little Sera and she was in no mood to shower so she basically cried throughout the bath....poor girl. Somehow I manage to brush her teeth and get her into her PJ's. Finally we were all settled down and she fell asleep in the living room cause that's where we are sleeping at the moment :(....yes, the air-con is not back yet cause they are waiting for the spare part to come from KL :(. This is taking forever!!!

Anyway, after putting her to sleep....I also KAPUTED :D. Yeslah...I showered also when I showered her....I very multi-tasking one....well you have to be when you have kids.... :D

And that's what happens on Saturday and Sunday :D Now on to Monday :)

Monday - 03rd November 2008

The very first problem I had that morning was my daughter didn't want to go to the babysitter...so after so much persuasion she finally gave in. So got her to the babysitter and I got myself to work. After work, me and Syl went Hiking at Canada Hill....YES! my 5 day plan to lose 1kg...hahaha.

I tell you ah, I was so semangat and I told Syl, lets do the 5 hills and lets do it jogging!!! Wiseh man!!! Me ingatlah me macam superwoman lah...hahaha...and after completing the two hills and going up the second hill, I was like "WHY NEVER END WAN????", "WHERE IS THE LIGHT???", "AHHHHH! I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!" ....and when we finally completed the 2nd Hill I had enough!!! hahaha....I told Syl to go on and I will take the short cut out (Thank goodness for the short cut!!!). And that's just what I did....hahaha...seelah...talk only banyak but when do...almost die!!! Kononlah I thought I was FIT...apparently I am SO NOT FIT!!! :P My muscle in my thighs were super aching and my when I slept that night...my bum pun pandai cram!!! hahaha...such a weird feeling....

Anyway, my muscles were still aching yesterday but I did go again yesterday...this time it was much better. Wanted to continue on with the other hills but Syl had to rush somewhere so we didn't have enough time. We are going again this Friday and I'm going to complete all 5 hills....screw the muscle pain...I know I can do it :P....jangan-jangan I say now and tomorrow I tidak habis lagik....hahaha...oh well...nothing like mentally preparing myself :D. As for today....I'm going jogging later....got to be more fit for the hills :P. Apalah lagi if I want to go climb Mount Kinabalu??? Probably need to get those runners who run up and down the mountain to carry me up....hahaha.....sedih-sedih :P

So that's my 5 day plan to lose 1kg...will let you know on Saturday whether it was a success. Btw, I have yet to talk about Tuesday (04th November 2008), cause that's another topic altogether...and that will be what I'll blog about tomorrow :D.

Till tomorrow....TA!

Halloween & Cute Kids in Costume!!! :D

It has been a very exciting few days!!! Despite someone saying that I'm fat, either than that, it's been exciting :D I guess my life isn't so boring after all :P.

FRIDAY - 31st Oct 2008

Rush back from work to pick my daughter up from the babysitter, than got her ready by 5.30pm for her trick-or-treat session. She was so excited cause she got to wear her so called princess costume which turn into a fairy costume cause I just realise that princess does not have a wand...haha...go figure...I'm so DUH! sometimes :P. But than I didn't have wings so decided she go as a wingless fairy....FORTUNATELY, Alison had a pair of wings in her house :D Here's a few picture of the kids and their Halloween trick-or treat-ing :D.

Sera the fairy :D

Lets see...we had woman in black, spiderman, superman, batman, a pirate which hasn't been dressed up yet (the boy with the stripe baju), we had a persecutionist (I don't think there is such a word, but I'm sure you get what I mean, and I think that was what he was...haha...correct me if I'm wrong), a princess and a fairy!

Hmmm...not sure why they are closing their ears...Sera did it first than Ethan followed :P...so cute!

All of them including Jasmine the momok outside Len and Alison's house (the organizers of the event and the very first house)

The fairy walking to the next house....

She stops to take a picture cause her mom says so....haha ;) Cannot resist bah...so cute!

The kids at Drew's house.....

The fairy collecting sweets from the her dad...notice her crown has fallen down to her face...haha...it was too big for her...kesian her, she had to keep on pushing it up. Notice the wings were also slanting...haha...that didn't even bother her at all :D

Solomon giving sweets to the rest of the kids!!! :D

Everyone getting back into the car...see the fairy's wings...:P

And that's how squash we were in the car and little Jasmine who was the momok, has turn into a 70's chick!!! So cute!!!

I'll continue with the Saturday, Sunday and Monday tomorrow and Tuesday's very interesting event the day after tomorrow. Can't fit in everything today if not it will be the longest blog I have ever had :P Hope you enjoyed looking at all the cute kids in their costume...sorry that there was more of my daughter's picture than anthing else...hahaha...I just can't help it :D

That's it from me for today! TA!

I'm FAT!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Somebody just told me that I'm fat!!! Well, it was said like this "Wah! Why you mengembang already???".

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! How come? How can??? Cannot be!!!

Hmmmm...but come to think about it, I've been eating way much more these days and having less exercise...........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....TIDAK!!! I think I only gain 1kg bah!!! And its not suppose to show!!! Maybe its the jeans I wearing today? Well, if it is, I'm not wearing this jeans anymore!!! Anybody wants a size 25 levis jeans??? Must be my height if not it'll be hanging...:P

Sigh....you know, I so pantang when people tell me I put on weight...now I'll be working out 5 days a week...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....by next Friday I should be back to normal I hope!!! And that is 1 kg lighter....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...I'm still in denial....sigh...and life goes on...

That's it from me! TA!

Halloween vs Ghost Festival...hmmmm....

Tomorrow is Halloween!!! WOOHOO!!! Not that I've ever celebrated it in my entire life but hey..I would definitely want my daughter to have a go at it :P. I'm not into all the evilness of Halloween but I'm in for the sweets!!! The more my daughter gets the more we all get to eat...haha... Unfortunately we people in Malaysia do not celebrate such an occasion, instead we have what we call "Ghost Festival/Ghost Month"...and they don't even have sweets :( they do however have food which they give to their deceased ancestors at their burial place Hmmm...I seriously hope I got this right...I'm a Christian so I'm not sure how this Ghost Festival really goes...anybody knows??? Hahaha....so sorry if I'm wrong :) so for the ghost festival there is definitely no sweets for the living.

Well, the Ghost Festival is basically a day which ghosts and spirits, including those of the deceased ancestors, come out from the lower realm. It is also known as the Chingming Festival, where the living descendants pay homage to their ancestors and on Ghost Day, the deceased visit the living. (Taken from the Wikipedia)

Halloween on the other hand is when the boundary between the alive and the deceased dissolved, pretty much the same as ghost festival...don't you think? and the dead become dangerous for the living by causing problems such as sickness or damaged crops, bonfires would hence be lit to ward off evil spirits. (Taken from the Wikipedia) I guess the only difference is one is to pay homage and the other is to scare of the evil spirits. Plus the fact that Halloween involve sweets for the kids.

So anyway, back to my story of Halloween tomorrow.....I'm positively sure that there will be a lot of trick or treating going on at Piasau Camp tomorrow I could be wrong, cause I'm just guessing...hehehe and there will also be a Halloween party for the kids on Saturday at Piasau Boat Club at 4pm...I'm sure the kids would have a blast there.

By the way, do you have any clue why during Halloween they always say "trick or treat?" Well, just in case you didn't know, the "trick" part of "trick or treat" is an idle threat to play a trick on the homeowners or their property if no treat is given. (Again facts taken from Wikipedia:)) So that's why in the western countries everyone have treats to give :P...but than again the kids are probably way to young to think of what trick to come up with if the house owners doesn't give them anything, or they could be too occupied about moving on to the next house to get more sweets than to think of a trick to play....don't you think so? Then again, never underestimate kids...:P Its best just to prepare sweets :D

Oh yah...back to my actual reason why I'm blogging about Halloween today. I know, I always seem to get carried away....:) So, tomorrow...my dear friend Alison has decided to have some trick or treating for the kids...I think it was very nice of her to organize it...at least that would keep the kids entertain. We are going to go to her house, her Mom's house which is next to her house, and two of her neighbours house. We will also be going over to another good friends house which is in Pujut 7 and than the final house would be my house. Don't think I'll be getting any pumpkin or even bother decorating my house...cause if I did, my mom would make a whole lot of HU-HA...she would definitely not be happy....so this is going to be a very low-profile-sweet -collecting-event :D Hope my daughter doesn't get all excited and start blabbering about it to my mom...if not...*kuang-kuang-kuang!*.

After tomorrow, the next thing to look forward to is CHRISTMAS!!! WOOHOO!!! I so love Christmas!!! Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle all the way!!!...haha...ok..ok...will stop singing...

Anyway, will take pictures of the kids in their costumes tomorrow and post it up here!!! Happy Halloween you all!!!

That's it from me! TA!

Beautifying Products???

So yah...what beautifying products should we use? What's best??? There are millions of product out there, so how do we choose??? Who knows? I'm clueless too...but in today's blog I'll give you an insight to what I use...not sure whether its working...hahaha...so read on if you want to know....:P

Beautifying products that I use on a daily basis....unfortunately beautifying products can only do so much and the rest really depends on how you really look like in the first place....haha...unless of course you go for plastic surgery lah than you can probably alter your look according to how you would like to look like. Sadly to say, I'm not into plastic surgery...so I'm stuck with what I have. Which I like of course, cause I'm so using to seeing myself everyday in that way.

Well, don't really want to go to heaven one day and hear God say "Who are you? You're not Jacqueline? I made Jacqueline, so I would definitely know who she is, and you are NOT Jacqueline!!!" Scary leh....ok...ok...my imagination is running away. I'm not even sure whether I'll be able to get to heaven....sigh...that reminds me, I need to start doing more good things these days...life is short.

So yah...back to my daily beautifying products...here's my list!!! TA-DA!!! Don't ask me why I'm telling you all this...this is my indirect way of cheering myself up....at least I'm trying to stay young...kan? Hahaha..if only that is possible...

1. Dermalogica - Special Cleansing Gel, Multi-Active Toner, Skin Smoothing Cream To keep my skin looking young I suppose....
2. Dermalogica - Extreme C for any small pigmentation that I'm starting to have...sigh...the older you get the more skin problems you tend to have...:(
3. Neways - Ultrashine Radiance for my teeth...suppose to be really good as its all natural...or something like that. Tried going back to using the normal toothpaste a few days back only to find that the normal toothpaste is so sweet! So strange...and that was Darlie. Now I even converted my daughter's toothpaste to Neways Radiance which is not so minty...instead of giving her the normal kids colgate. Apparently its suppose to be cancer-free....no chemicals in it...
4. Oral-B - Mint Floss So I can avoid going to a dentist as much as possible.
5. E Prim - Evening Primrose Softgel I guess that's to keep me having nice skin? Which I obviously don't :(
6. Amway - Double X That's a complete set of supplements to keep me in good health throughout the day....so far its working pretty good....I don't have sinus anymore these days.

And that's it....not doing a whole lot to beautify myself...but I guess this is enough to keep my skin healthy....I think....anything else I should use???

Oklah...that's it from me...not that what I wrote today would even interest you :P BUT...do let me know what other products that are really good out there that I should try.... Cheers!!!

TA for now!!!

Sigh...Marriage....

Marriage needs a lot of love, patience and forgiveness if not you would very likely just decide to pack up your bags and your kids and move to another country altogether without the knowledge of the other half...

Sigh....Something to ponder on....

That's it from me today. TA!

My AIR-CON has KAPUTED!!!

WWHHHYYYYYY??? Wwwwhhhhyyy??? Whyyyy is this happening to me???? Breathe Jacqie!!! BREATHE!!!

Sigh...my bedroom air-con is not working and has not been working since last Saturday. It all started when it tripped like 4 times on Friday night and finally it decided to die on us. Got a good fireman friend who use to be an electrician to come look at the air-con and miraculously it turned on when he was there, but that night when we tried to switch in on again, it just didn't want to. I swear that this kind of things are alive. Thy always switch on when a professional comes in to look at them but dies again when they are gone. Macam making fun of us only.

Anyway, since I'm seriously spoil yes I admit I am, after all I am the youngest in the family but mind you, I'm only spoil in a sense that I must have air-con when I sleep at night. Either than that, I don't think I'm that spoil lah...:P and cannot live without air-con....I have moved our bedroom into the living room. So, we have been sleeping there for the last two days. My daughter thinks its really fun and she told me this morning not to move the bed out of the living room :D. She said it like this "Don't move the bed, ok? We sleep there again, ok?"

And since the actual air-con man came today to have a look at it, he said its probably the CPU...well, at least now I know that a computer and an air-con have something in common, and they both have CPU's!!! I learn something new everyday. After saying that, he took the CPU and told my hubby that he'll send back the CPU in a couple of days....sooooo.....that's just great!!! Two more days of sleeping in the living room....I sooooo miss my room already but its just too hot to be in there at night....well actually, I think if we switch on two fans I could survive but since we have an air-con in the living room, we might as well just make use of it....kan???

So, living room, here I come again tonight!!! My daughter will be so happy to find out that we will be sleeping there for another 2 nights. At least someone is happy :D

Ok, that's it from me...hopefully the air-con repair doesn't cost a bomb....sigh...I'm so worried now. TA for now!!!

The Tomb of Dato Permaisuri....I Didn't Know!!! Did you???

So, last Friday for our WHPH we went on a boat trip down our beautiful very much polluted river :D. We didn't get to see any crocodiles at all and I'm begining to think its because the river is serisouly polluted!!! They have either died in it or they just can't see a damn thing from under the water....you want to see how polluted our river is? Well, here's a picture of our sad sad river...

Here is a picture of people collecting Pineapple, probably from their own farm...

I guess we being on the boat added more pollution to it as well....

Despite the pollution, the trees were nice and green and the sun was shinning very brightly...it was a beautiful day nevertheless!!! Look at us looking all happy!!! :D

And during out Boat Trip, we stopped at this particular place....(picture below). Have you ever been here before? It the "Dato Permaisuri's Tomb". Well, in all my life, I never knew this place even existed!!! And I'm from Miri!!! The guy in brown whom everyone is facing is the one who told us the story of that place...and he is an ANG-MO!!!! How can that be!!! So memalukan you know!!! Hiyah...that time I don't even want to admit I'm from Miri...hahaha. But at least I know now lah....better than not know at all until I'm like 60 years old....kan?

Well, this is the story. This is taken from http://www.miricity.com.my/. Located at Pujut Tanjung Batu, the tomb of Dato Permaisuri is related to a legend much talked about by the elders of the local Malay community Maybe that's the reason why I have never heard of the story before, maybe if I was Malay I would have known...you think??? Any Malay's or Muslim out there who hasn't heard of this story yet and am just as clueless as I am???. The story is about a beautiful princess who was ship wrecked whilst sailing in Miri coastal waters.

By the blessing of Allah (Muslim's word for God) she landed on the beach where the locals took care of her Wait till you here the other part of the story...I'll tell you later. She settled down, adapted herself well in the local village life and did not want to return to Johore. Thereafter she set up a school and spread the teaching of Islam thereby becoming very much respected here for the love and unselfish service to the community.

In recognition of her service to the local Muslim community, her tomb was gazette by the Sarawak Government to be a part of Miri Heritage. In addition two road and secondary school so that's where SMK Dato Permaisuri got its name from...hiyah...now only I know!!! in Miri were named after her. Many who know of the legend continue to visit her tomb to show respect for the great princess.

That's one part of the story...the one that is written near the tombstone goes something like this. This is my version of what I read.

Apparently, in those days the Royal family from Johore had very close ties with the Royal family in Brunei. And they would often travel by sea to visit each other. In this particular story, the Permaisuri and her husband and her husband's family were on a ship on the way to Brunei when it got ship wrecked. The husband had to decide on who to save...his mom or his wife. In the end he decided to save his mom with the idea that you could get another wife and not another mom. Well, he did have a point!!! Don't you think?

Anyway, he saved his mom and they all manage to get to Brunei safely. As for the wife...since he didn't save her, she was left to die in the sea...by God's blessing, she survived the ship wrecked and ended up in Miri. The people were good to her, so she decided to stay in Miri. Her husband however heard that she survived and came to Miri to persuade her to go back with him. But she obviously was pretty pissed-off with him for leaving her to die that she decided to stay in Miri. I mean if I were her, I would be pretty pissed-off too...wouldn't you? But than again, I have a soft spot for MOMS in general and if my hubby was to safe me and left his mom to die, I would feel really reallty guilty and would never live it down....so...in my case...if it was me, I would be very very very confuse, thank goodness she wasn't me...haha. And that's the story!!!

And I only know about it after living in Miri for almost 30 years....WOOHOO!!! Sadlah me...haha...I wonder whether there are anything else about Miri's history that I'm still clueless about...sigh...I've got too google it and find out more before some other ang-mo tells me about my own City....haha...oh well....I'm beginning to think that being in Miri too long has made me an ignorant Mirian....haha...and life goes on!!! :P

That's it from me!!! TA!

Why doens't anything interesting happen to me???

My life is not very exciting....that's why I haven't written much...I beginning to think I'm running out of ideas....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! This is not good for my blogging career!!! Anyway, here's something that happen to me this week...no so interesting lah...but can lah....

Number 1:

My daughter had her first durian. How did that happen, her grandfather wanted to give her to try and my hubby said no need cause durian panas bah...and I agreed but my daughter being as she is, would always try something if we say cannot...haha...biasalah kids. So I say oklah...give her a bit too try...so she tried and she I ask her "Nice or not?" and first she say "Nice" than in a split second she shake her head to the left ad the right, meaning not nice...than we ask whether she want some more and she said...No...haha...than we ask her to drink water...funny girl.

Number 2:

Yesterday while sending my daughter to the babysitter....I had to stop to let 6 chicks and their mother cross the road. Thank goodness I wasn't driving so fast, if not I would have rolled over a few of the chicks....they were so cute!!! Once they saw me stop, they quickly quickly cross the road...I guess chickens are pretty smart too...sayang I didn't have a camera at that time to stop and take picture of them walking across the street :P

Ok..that's it from me, boring kan! Only two things have happen to me...oh yah...and I started jogging again...had too cause I gain a bit of weight...seriously freaked me out when i went on the scale..yah...and that's it....welcome to my boring life....becoming even worst...day by day BUT I love it nevertheless :P TA!!!

So Strange....

Last night I went to sleep pretty early. Had every intentions of watching Ugly Betty and CSI NY and wanted to exfoliate my face but I was physically exhausted...no idea why....so as usual, while putting my daughter to sleep, I fell asleep as well!!! :D.

Then around 1am I woke up and went outside to see whether my hubby was sleeping on the sofa outside....and yes he was...so I woke him up and told him to go into the room and he did just that. Somewhere around 3am my daughter wanted a bottle of milk and I told her that I'm not giving her one cause she should stop that habit of asking for it and sleep through the night instead. But she wanted her way and made a big fuss about while she scream and the top of her lungs and started kicking me. WAH! at that time I got so angry with her you know....dahlah I so tired. So I raised my voice and told her off. I know, I know its not that hard to make a bottle of milk but her bottle seems to have a problem and I need to lock the cap at a right angle so it doesn't leak and that can take forever...so I was so damn irritated that I had to do just that at 3am in the morning. After I pepot-pepot (meaning that I was giving her a lecture on how it will feel if she was the one who had to wake up in the middle of the night to get something for me) her, I finally manage to lock the bottle at a right angle and went to back to bed. At that point, she came face to face with me and pull me close to hug me....and then I also become lembut lah...and told her that she shouldn't do that again the next time. She should stop that habit. Then she gave me a smile..so obviously I couldn't stay mad at her...sigh...sometimes I'm just too soft hearted.

Anyway, after that she drank her milk and we both fell back to sleep. Somewhere in my deep sleep, I heard my hubby get out of bed angrily and walked out of the room and bang the door. I was a bit confuse but decided not to think about it and went back to sleep. The next morning after I was all ready for work I woke up my daughter and woke my hubby up. He was of course sleeping on the sofa again. He woke up in a pretty bad mood and he changed and all and got into the car to send my daughter to the babysitter and he didn't even look at me once. At that time, I was not ready to start my day with a fight so I just let it go.

Then around 10am just now, I called him and ask him whether he was ok. He said he was, then I said why did you seem like you were in a bad mood this morning. Then he said, "its because you were lecturing and nagging at me". And I said, "When?" and he said "Last night!" and I was like "Huh?". And then I said "How come I cannot remember lecturing or nagging you leh?", then I said again "You dreaming eh?" and then he suddenly started laughing and he said "Yakah!". I also laugh also lah at that time....kesian him, sampai can mimpi-mimpi I lecture him. Hahaha...maybe its because I haven't done it for quite awhile and have been very quiet this pass few days. This is the first time this has ever happen....and it was probably super real to him for him to act that way. Glad that's settled :D. Phew...thank goodness no fights :D. I know I have had bad dreams of us fighting too before but when I wake up I always know that it was a dream...strange that his wasn't like that...:P. I'm sure he misses my lecturing...hahaha...NOT!

Oklah that's it from me....strange how dreams can be so real sometimes...scary! TA for now!!!

Clips of my Life....BORING??? 50/50 Probably!

Clips of my life in the last few weeks and days....

1. 1st thing that happen to me a couple of weeks back. We were from Parkcity Everly Hotel going for dinner....and my hubby drove the car up to the lobby to pick us up. I carried my daughter and put her into her baby chair at the front seat and my hubby help buckle her up. While he was doing that he must have pressed the break cause that would automatically lock the doors. Anyway, I walked to the back of the car and tried to open the door but obviously it didn't budge...haha....so I knock on the window and he still didn't look back. Than the car started moving and of course lah I knock on the window again. I even tried opening the door even though it was lock so he could hear me. But NO, he didn't hear me at all...and mine you there were quite a few people outside looking at me....so memalukan you know!!!...and the best part is, after trying to get his attention by waving my hands and hoping that he would look back though the mirror, he drove off! but only a few meters lah...but still...AIYO!!! At that time I also don't know where to put my face already...haha...somehow he realised that I was not in the car and stopped...than I walk to the car lah...and he was laughing cause he couldn't believe he didn't realise I was not in the car. He said the music was loud. Can you imagine if I actually when ahead to chase the car....that would have been super embarassing, instead I just decided to let him drive away till he realise I was not in it :P. I won't be surprise if one day when we go shopping, he would just get into the car and drive off and probably say to himself "Hmmm...I feel like I forgot something, but what is it ah???"

Me and Sera and the big green turtle at the Parkcity Everly Pool :D

2. Last week while I was sleeping already, my daughter decided to climb over from her bed to mine....I obviously woke up cause she was climbing on top of me. Anyway, I arranged the bolster in such away that she wouldn't fall off the bed cause my hubby was still outside watching tv and he was not on that side of the bed to protect her from falling. So me and my daughter finally fel into a deep sleep. The next thing I heard was a loud THUD sound and very loud crying....I of course got a shock of my life and jump out of my bed to look for my daughter! And to my surprse she was on the floor so i picked her up immediately and hugged her, than i looked at her teeth cause I was so worried that she might have broken some, thank goodness she didn't. Poor girl!!! Her dad came running and both of us had to sooth her. I was so worried that she might have broken something, so I kept asking whether her hand painful kah or her leg painful kah or her head painful....and mine you my heart was beating so fast. We manage to get her back to sleep and the next morning we ask her how she fell of the bed, and she said "i turn and turn and turn"...haha, well we were surprise that she could still give us and answer....:P. So I told her that she should sleep on her bed in the future so there is no chances of falling down. That night...she did just that...haha...so cute....but now, she's back to sleeping on my bed again and this time I make sure I have the bolster and a pillow to keep her from falling...haha...scary lah when that happens....

3. Just this week my dog gave birth to puppies!!! We now have 3 puppies, 2 white and 1 black. One white has wo black patch on its eyes and the other white puppy has a brown patch on its head. So cute!!!!

4. Sera went for her very first hair cut at the saloon and she handled it pretty well!!! :D She actually requested for me to go back there again in the afternoon to go cut her hair again...haha.

Her first haircut at the Saloon...so cute she looks with the clips in her hair....:P. Yes, I am a typical mom who thinks her daughter is super adorable!!! :)

5. We registered my daughter for School for next year and after we showed her the school, she's pretty excited! She'll only be turning 3 in two months time but next year she will be considered as 4. Hope she can catch up with the rest of her class. Sigh...my daughter is growing up so fast. I won't be surprise if the next thing I know, she's taller than me (which shouldn't take that long...haha...sine I'm so short) and she has graduated from Uni!!!! Hmm....I wonder how many kids will have by then....haha....time will tell...

6. I got an award from Balqiz!!! My very first award and it says Mrs. Jacqie for being such a fun, loving mom/wife! ...its nice to know someone appreciates me for being just that...:D....So sweet of her...thank you so much dear....would like to continue on with that tag but have been busy lately :(

7. I was feeling pretty down yesterday....not sure why but am guessing that my hormones are all over the place cause its the time of the month...sigh...I got back from work yesterday and was seriously down in the pits! I felt as if I didn't have a life :( I actually told my husband that my life is sooooooooooo boring and our marriage is soooooooooooooo boring...so kesian my hubby. But I seriously felt really down...I just wanted to sit there and stare into whatever I was staring at, at that moment. It felt like I'm just doing things that I have to on a daily basis and there doesn't seem to be much time spent with my husband. I felt like he didn't want to spent time with me and I felt like I was the boring one. I think that it was all just in my head due to the hormones being all crazy. After sitting and staring for quite awhile...I took quite a long hot shower and I almost wanted to burst into tears...at that time I felt as if I was not appreciated at home, said a short prayer to God to ask him to get me out of the feeling I was having...I even went around my house telling myself that I should be happy cause I have almost everything that I need. I guess I just felt that I was taken granted for. Seriously, I think its the hormones. Everything I did yesterday evening was done because I had too and not because I wanted too...it was very sad lah. Anyway, my hubby obviously knew I was down...so he sayang me and hugged me when we were watching tv...and that made me feel better. I think he should do it more often especially when its the time of the month. As for today! I'm back to normal again!!! So glad I am!!! I hate being in that state I was yesterday...THANK YOU, LORD!!! Today, it's a beautiful day all over again!

So, that's it from me. TA!

TATTOOS: ANGELZ INK in MIRI have NEW INKS called SKIN CANDY!!!

Hello people!!!

I know its been awhile since I talked about Angelz Ink, which belongs to Solomon and Arthur from: http://damndirtyangel.blogspot.com/ ..remember??? Takkan you all forget already???

Anyway, GOOD NEWS!!! They just got in their new inks called SKIN CANDY!!! They are trying out this new ink which is also being use by MIAMI INK, you know the show on channel 707 on ASTRO??? Takkan that also you don't know...hahaha...so bad lah me say like that...

Well, you can check out how good the ink is by looking at this side http://www.skincandy.net/ or you can check out the forum here http://forum.ink-trails.com/Skincandy-t10440.html&p=122482 which was started by August Worchell the creator of Skin Candy. Note that he is seriously confident about the quality of his ink!!!

Here are the pictures of the NEW INKS @ SKIN CANDY:

Here are the Kabuki Ink, for outlining and shading!!!

Here are half of the colours...

Here are the other half of the colours...

Here's the full set!!! 21 different colours to chose from and 2 black colours (the big bottles, like I said earlier for outlining and shading)

All the colours from a different Angle...haha...take picture of colours must also from different angle!!! :P

The very happy couple!!! They said it felt like Christmas when they got the colours yesterday!!!

Oh! and did I mention how irritated I was with Pos Laju when I went to collect the parcel??? Aiyo!!! I tell you ah, this people make me so tension...true wan!

This is the story...on Tuesday they called me and told me that I could come and collect my parcel, I ask them what time they close and they said I could come between 4pm to 4.30pm. So I rushed out of my office to get to Pos Laju before 4.30pm (mind you Pos Laju is in town where our Pos Malaysia is) and I manage to get there at 4.25pm....talk to the person about my parcel and told me who called me, and he went to look for it, than he came back and told me that it has to go through custom, and than he told me that custom has gone back already.

Than I told him that the person who called me said to come before 4.30pm and than he said, "Yeah its already 4.30pm and the custom already went back"....unluckily for him, when I look back to look at their clock on the wall, it wasn't even 4.30pm yet!!! So, I told him lah! I said, "Its not 4.30pm yet!" and he said, "but they are not around already", than I told him "next time tell the people not to tell me to come before 4.30pm if the customs is going to go back earlier than that!". Obviously i was pretty upset already lah...cause I wanted to surprise my husband bah. So the guy told me to come back the next day.

So the next day at around 10.00pm I went to the Pos Laju and guess what! The same guy who I saw the day before told me that the custom only comes in at 2.30pm!!! AIYO!!! I wanted to KNOCK his head off you know!!! If I had an umbrella I would have *kepiak**kepiak**kepiak* his head!!! At least lah tell me the day before that they only come in around that time!!! He thinks everybody should know that is it??? SO SILLY!!!! Sigh....I have every intentions of using all the foul words in here but I've already sworn to myself to keep this blog rated as "G" for General Audience :( .

Anyway, I went back to the Pos Laju that afternoon at 3pm and finally got the parcel without that guys help...I think he also don't want to layan me anymore cause when he saw me he ignored me and somebody else layan me...he pulak gagur-gagur on the phone. I'm sure he was upset with me for answering him, but seriously he shouldn't be because I'm the customer, right??? I should be the one upset!!! If he was in my shoes, sure he will understand how I feel and sure he also panas hati!!! Sometimes I don't get this people lah...they are suppose to be trained with good customer service and they should also think lah! At least say to themselves 'If I was in that persons shoes, how would I feel'...true or not???

Oklah..I marah-marah here sendiri also no use...hahaha...

Now back to the inks...the only catch to using this SKIN CANDY INK is that the price for doing a tattoo will increase...you can however opt to use the older inks that they have whereby the price will still remain the same. Its up to you! :D But keep in mine, tattoo is forever....like being married!!! Ummm...actually married nowadays also can divorce, by law lah (so sad kan), and that means tattoo removal is also possible...but what I've heard is that it hurts more and it cost even more!!!

So, like I said, it's up to you!!!

Oklah, that's it from me...TA for now!!!

P/S. You can contact them on: angelz_ink@msn.com or call 016 854 3770 (Solomon). Make an appointment to choose your design first, than come back for another arranged appointment to get inked! :D

I think My DAUGHTER looks more like MY SISTER!!!

So, you see, this has been a question for quite awhile now and not many people really do know who my daughter looks like. I like to think she looks like me (and quite a few people have said so)...hahaha...well, wouldn't all mom's like that...but I think she looks more like my SISTER....well, you all can help me decide....pictures are as below:

Does she look like me???

Does she look like her dad??? Not a very good picture though...cause she is looking down...

Does she look like my mom??? Again not a very good picture as she is pretending to ignore me here while I was taking the picture....can be so annoying I tell you!!!

Does she look like my sister??? Look quite alike kan???

And that's it!!! If you want to let me know who she looks like and you can't put it into the comments area...than you can just leave a msg on my chatter box thingy on the right side of my posting...can you see it??? Oklah...TA for now!!!

Me? STUPID??? Hmmm....

Last night I had another weird dream....I wonder what is causing all these dreams...hmmm...

I dreamt I was on a holiday with my family spending some time in KK than going to Thailand via KK. Hmmm...must be the KK family trip that I had a few weeks back that is catching up on me in my dream....so the lagging...haha. Anyway, we were at the KK airport waiting for our flight to Thailand....only to realise that I didn't bring my passport!!! And it was not only me....my mom too!!! I was like, OH NO! I have to go to Miri to go get it!!!

So, what I did was to tell everyone to go ahead without me and my mom (and that time I felt so sorry for my mom cause she looked so excited!!!). Me and my mom flew back to Miri (apparently I'm pretty rich in my dream...haha) and I rushed to get the passport only to realise that it was expired!!! Than I told my mom that maybe we should just go back to KK and spend some time there since we couldn't go to Miri. At that time also, I woke up from my sleep BUT I was still in a dream!!! I hate it when that happens!!!

I woke up and look around and was hoping that the Thailand trip was all a dream. Only to realise that it was actually real (which was not lah, because I was still in a dream...hmmm....hope you get me) and I said to myself, "WHY you so stupid wan!!!". So in that dream I went into the kitchen to hang out with my mom in my mom's house with two aunties...don't really know what they were doing there but it seem normal at that time. Than I woke up AGAIN from that dream because my alarm was ringing....only to realise that it was all a dream...I was so relief you know!!! Because that just proves that I'm NOT STUPID!!! WOOHOO!!! *Phew* For a moment there I was wondering how I got to be so stupid.

I told my husband about it this morning and he said:

Hubby: You were ALMOST stupid...cause the dream TIPU you...hahaha...

Hmmm....not sure that was meant as something good or something bad...hahaha...anyway, now I'm a t work and I have had my coffee already so I'm not so tired like I was this morning when I woke up. I don't really like dreams....cause they are so exhausting!!! I do however like to dream of my dad even if I wake up tired. Cause I maybe tired but I'm happy :D. At least I had a chance to spend a bit more time with my him!!! Sigh....how I miss him....

Here's a dream that I think most of us have dreamt off....right??? :D

Here's a dream that we usually have when we are super stress at work!!! I know I have had it a few times already!!! Sad kan! During the day you work and at night when you sleep, you also work...sad sad....and life goes on....

Oklah...that's it from me!!! TA!!!

Day 4 & 5: The Making of the Wedding Card and the WEDDING DAY!!!

Day 4 was a total failure in making the wedding card....hahaha....cause instead of making the card I put the little one to sleep and went out to KRP with my friends....and came back at 1am. Not the best time to make cards at 1am so I fell asleep...WOOHOO....hahaha...so like I said, I'm one fantastic procrastinator....:P

So, obviously my work was very last minute....very very I tell you!

Day 5 (THE WEDDING DAY...Ahhhhhhhh!!!! That's me screaming my head off!!!), the last few hours to do the card before the wedding...haha...I sent my daughter to the babysitter...manage to procrastinate even longer by going for breakfast with Syl...:D. Got back and got ready to go for the Wedding in Church. After that, manage to procrastinate some more by going to the hair saloon for a good head massage :P. After that, went to pick the little one from the babysitter. Good thing she hasn't slept yet at the babysitters place so I manage to get her to sleep. She fell asleep at around 3.30pm. Meaning I had like 3 hours to complete my card. And yes, it did take me the entire 2.5 hours to do so. I just couldn't decide how to design the card...and I was regretting every minute of my procrastination..."Serve you right Jacq!!!" :P. I manage to cut up some more bits and pieces of words from the magazine and finally at 6.00pm I completed it!!!

My hubby woke my daughter up and I bath her really fast....put powder on her, and put the minyak angin on her and put her dress on, than told her to go out to get her dad to put on her shoes. After that I rushed to the toilet and had a super quick shower in like 2 minutes!!! Chose a dress with my eyes close (not literally lah) cause I didn't have time to think whether it look nice on me or not!!! That's what happens when you procrastinate!!!

I've got to learn my lesson on this lah!!! But I keep on doing it over and over again! :P. After I got ready...realise I didn't have an envelope for my card...so instead I tied a ribbon around it...creative lah konon!!! :P. With all the commotion, we all manage to leave the house at 6.30pm. Mind you, 6.30pm was the time guest were suppose to arrive. Good think we manage to get there before the couple arrived...phew!!! Unfortunately for my daughter, I forgot to put on her underwear!!! Hahaha....I got a shock of my life when I brought her to toilet only to realise she had no underwear on....haha...poor girl!!! Here's the conversation I had with my daughter:

Me: Aiyo! mummy forgot to put your underwear on!!! Why you didn't tell mummy??? Next time you must tell mummy oh.

Sera: No underwear malu!!! *smile*

Me: Yalor, never mind, you don't pull up your dress ah!

Sera: Ok!

Kesian Sera...haha...she had no underwear all because I'm such a procrastinator!!! Well, the next day when we got ready for church, she clearly reminded me to give her, her underwear to use...haha...and we both had a good laugh!

Anyway, overall the wedding was really nice. The couple look perfect together and my daughter had a blast with this little girl name Paige. They both had their fill of painting the whole hall red by running here and there. We also manage to take a family picture with the wedding couple, but after that, Sera just didn't want to come down...so she was in most of the pictures after that...haha...so tebal her face!!! My face also have to tebal-tebal because of her...haha. Dahlah don't want to smile cause Malu but still she want to take picture...haha...I have yet to understand how her mind works!

At the end of the night, we had to drag Sera home cause she was having so much fun with Paige that she didn't want to go home. But both her parents were tired, cause it was already 11pm. I'm guessing that she was just as tired cause usually she sleep at around 8.30pm and when she reached home, she fell asleep pretty fast. But despite the late night....she woke up at 6am the next morning...so unbelievable!!!

I guess that's it! And here is the picture of the complete card and some nice wedding pictures of the wedding couple and us :D.

CONGRATS Mr & Mrs Vernon!!! So happy for you guys!!!

The outlook of the Wedding Card!

The inside of the Card :) Not bad lah! For a first timer :P Notice the envelope to the left of the card, that's where I put the money...cool idea or not??? Prasannya aku!!!

The ribbon doesn't look very nice down here but I swear it looked better when I was holding it!!!

Paige and Sera having a time with the napkin!!!

My little family with the Beautiful Couple!!! Such a happy couple KAN!

Sera with the Newly Weds,Vernon and Jill!!! I think they will make beautiful parents!!! :D

That's it from me!!! TA!!!